Tuesday, October 26, 2004

hot brown sugah opens her trap yet again

its about time isn't it?

haven't been updating lately... been really busy. all assignments are done... well one more essay la. i need a couple of hundred words more. i'm just starting on my history study. followed by research ethics, then statistics then foundations of psych. aft that, last minute shopping and then! HOME! yeay! lookin for a housemate now........ noe anyone comin to the gong?

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Saturday, October 16, 2004

hot brown sugah opens her trap yet again

hanging on!

1st day of Ramadhan... went pretty well. ate cereal for sahur and playmate was so 'lemau' in skul. haha! funny ah you! den we went to masjid for Isya' and Terawih. my poor right toe was sat on... i wanted to scream but was in the middle of prayers, so had to endure. hahaha! den laughed uncontrollably. kak sam cooked for us for buka.... hhmmmm.... seems like i won't be doin much cookin at all dis period coz of the nice ppl who are gonna cook for unit 2. yeay...

i juz hope this semester will end smoothly. i need a new housemate and playmate's havin problems wit sellin feester. not that she didn't get a good offer from a friend here..... juz that...... well...... i don't noe wud to say abt it.... well... we'll see wud fate has in plan for dear old feester. and wud fate has in plan for me as well... i need a new housemate! really hope i get someone i could live with.

ok ppl.... i'm really crapping.... don't forget me in ur prayers! may u all be blessed in the month of Ramadhan.

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Monday, October 11, 2004

hot brown sugah opens her trap yet again

i'm all drained

but i still have a long way to go. sheesh! test tmr and next week. 2 major essays to hand in followed by 3 exam papers. my dear friends... please please please pray for me. i need the strength to stay up at night and absorb and retain whatever i've read.... it's less than 4 weeks to going home yet it feels so long. it feels so fast at the same time because of the assignments. my mind is all knotted up... can't think straight no more..... i just want it to be over! arrgh! talkin to ppl back at home doesn't really help coz it makes my stay here feels longer. but i have no one here.... not that playmate n the rest ain't helping, its just different. or maybe i just think that its not the same? hhhhmmmmmm.... i dunno... i can't think straight no more.

+ > the glamour babe posted at 11:42 PM < +

Wednesday, October 06, 2004

hot brown sugah opens her trap yet again

greatly disturbed.

i was recommended to go to a particular person's profile on friendster recntly and that person turned out to be an 'anti-malay' bugger. it disturbs me greatly to know that some people actually hates a race in small singapore. hate, to me, is too strong a word... what else to feel it? how can u hate a race that is important in the identity of your own country? it doesn't matter what race a group comes from... its the attitude they bring about that counts. no doubt that the typical 'malay' thinkin still exists in the current generation. but how do u define a malay? how do u define a mat or minah?

i admire the australians for being damnright proud of thier identity. its a land for aboriginees, european immigrants and they're even not shy to admit that most of them were actually convicts forced to settle here. i don't blame pauline hanson for being a rascist politician. she wants to protect her identity as an australian. don't get me wrong, i do not support her for her remarks about the asians and the feeling of discontent that she managed to produce. but shouldn't you embrace your identity as a multi-racial singaporean, that us if u truly are a singaporean.

i recently made a sweeping statement that some malaysian guys look like the singaporean mats.. an evil warrior was so pissed at me for sayin that... that he still is till now. look, there're so many definitions for mats and minahs. i respect people who follows the fashion sense of a mat n minah.... its so ugly that some of them can make it look good. face it, fasshion has no boundaries.... u look good in things that fits. and that's why some ppl juz can't carry off the mat n minah outfits and some of them could.

how do you define a mat n minah thinking then? well.... they might be an eye-sore to the onlookers in town or anywhere else.... but do you really know that they are in ITE? that they don't go to school? who are we to judge? yeah... they make an awful lotta noise... its a free country. go buy your own island and isolate yourself then if u think the mats and minahs are bugging you.

the malay community in s'pore nowadays are keeping up with the education standards of this time, mind you... do you know that there is actually a limited number of seats to go to the local ui for the malays? yeah the govt denies this... how do u explain the low acceptance rates of malays in the local uni when they did way better than the other races? it has been an issue in the papers some years back but the admin denies this... face it... malays are suppressed in any ways imaginable in sunny s'pore.

why does the govt encourage mandarin and not hindi as well? yeah there's market for business in china.. but do u know that there's market in india as well? in fact, its an even bigger market in india as compared to china. to you the anti malay person, have you done your human geography research before you made the sweeping statement about malays?

it seems to me that personel vendettas are always mixed into the real world... u're mad at a particular person.... why hate the person's race as well? it shows incapability of controlling your own emotions. it shows immaturiy. or is it that they have nothing better to do than to stir up trouble? i may not be a pure malay but i was brought up as one. i hurts to see that there are people who are breathing hate to their own citizens. its very sad really.

+ > the glamour babe posted at 12:21 AM < +

Monday, October 04, 2004

hot brown sugah opens her trap yet again

points to fonder

so much happening in such a short time... assignments, tests, merajok ppl, immature ppl.... it just makes me wonder if anyone out there really value their friends, family and life? how do u actually be blinded by one thing that ain't so impressive? i sound selfish, i noe... but it just makes me wonder. i'm so in love with another city that it makes me hate the one i'm in. i get so many analogies but have the person who sent it to me really appreciate it? if yes, for how long? i'd end this episode of my blog with some analogies i received... will anyone appreciate it and use it in their life? i really hope so.

Our job is not to see through one another, But to see one another through.
One of the most difficult things to give away is kindness - It is usually returned.
When we are hurt, there is no sweeter revenge than to forgive.
Those at war with others are seldom at peace with themselves.
For every minute you are angry, you lose 60 seconds of happiness.
The best mirror is an old friend.
Don't marry someone that you can just live with. Instead, marry someone that you can't live without.
As we advance in life, we learn the limits of our abilities.
Positive anything is better than negative nothing.
Chances makes our parents. Choices makes our friends.
Nothing in life is to be feared. It is only to be understood.

+ > the glamour babe posted at 11:51 PM < +